nothing seems to work!!!

crap lah!!!
btw, i'm blogging in school, quite normal for me actually..
xD

sheeeeesshhh..
i STILL have like 2 more papers to go through!!!
KH and PSK..
why why WHY is my school so hopelessly 'kia su' ????!!!
so close to the trials still wanna ask us to sit for the unimportant subs, namely PSK, PSV and PJK..

dear God...
my test results this time around are going to become sooooo freakishly screwed...
not that i care, it's the OTHERS who are going to mind, seriously..
i might even have to sit down and listen to yet ANOTHER l-o-n-g lecture about "how i should be studying every waking minute 'cause my PMR is just around the corner, and don't i want to get straight A's?? If i want to, then i HAVE to work for it!! Which means sitting down and slogging away non-stop.."
*sigh*
i've heard that lecture soooo many times, so much so i can almost memorize the entire thing by heart!!

okkk..
leaving studies behind..
i have another heavy weight on my shoulders: DEBATE!!!!
first time i've ever been to debate national level, and i'm already freaking out..
the topics are basically pretty boring, but debatable...

the team arr...
the team, the team, the team...
dunno lah...
sometimes i feel there're 2 teams within the team, does that make sense??
maybe i'm just paranoid..

c'mon lahh..
i'll just get through a week in Kedah, get through debate..
then get back and STUDY!!!! no choice...
i'm can't stop thinking of how my life would be AFTER PMR...
hahahahahahahahaha..
xD

blogging in SCHOOL!

hiya~



i'm blogging in school for the very first time!!

hahaha..

supposed to be doing my debate speech, but i'm obviously doing something else..

kakaka..



God..

national debate's next week!!!

i don't even understand half of the 1st topic...

darn darn DARN!!



is it too late to back out of the debate???!!

i'm in a total dilemma:

- i wanna go for nationals and WIN (hopefully..)

- i wanna stay here and study (trials are coming up!)

- i also wanna stay at home and go online 24/7 or just sit somewhere and read novels (not gonna happen!)



it's not that i don't care about my upcoming trials and PMR, it's just that i dunno how to force myself to sit down and study, when i clearly want to do something less productive..

i've always wondered how those really mental straight A's people study, and achieve the coveted results...

why is it that THEY can do it, but I can't??!!



perhaps my brain isn't as developed as them..

or maybe i'm not as intelligent as people think i am..

maybe i'm the weirdest person alive...

maybe my brain doesn't work in the same fashion as theirs do..



and this is just some random rambling of mine, so don't bother about this post, ok?
xD

Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince (awesome!)

* First of all, i apologize for the amazing lateness of this blog post. We watched HP even before the nationals!! so this is an extremely lambated blog post, due to the fact i'm rather lazy to update my blog, too much hassle lah.. anyways, e-n-j-o-y this ancient post.. hahahahahaha...*

HP was sooooooo amazing!! ok lah..i'll start my story from the beginning..the 4 of us: Becky, Anlynn, Sarah and i planned to watch the latest HP movie together..*Panda din come 'cause she's not a HP fan* We all pakat wanna watch it at MBO, the nicest and newest cinema in BP mah.. So sarah bought the tickets for Friday night at 6.15pm...

sarah had already watched HP the night before, on the day of the premiere! Lucky girl!! aiyaa, she's gonna watch it 6 times!! =) 'Cause it's the 6th movie, duhh.. xD



okkk..
she said the movie was good, but we all (especially me) told her not to tell us anything about it, wanna see for ourselves. She cried alot during the movie, especially when Dumbledore died. That was totally to be expected. I had already predicted my tears at the ending of the movie.

Though I must admit that when i read that part in the book, i cried my eyes out.. Before you all think i'm some wimpy little crybaby, allow me to say this: I make others cry more than I cry myself! Let that be a reminder for all of you.. ^^

I cry mostly when i happen to read something saddening or heart-wrenching in books. Examples are: i cried when Sirius Black died (my ultimate favourite character in the HP series), when Cedric Diggory died (I felt it was a waste to kill off such a goodlooking character), when Dumbledore died (That was really shocking and stunning), when Fred Weasley died (I've always adored the twins. Without Fred, the twins would no longer exist, 'cause there's only a one-eared George left), when almost everybody died..

B-U-T...
i'm not mad enough to cry when Voldemort died, in fact i rejoiced!!



moving on to the movie..



Anlynn and Sarah were already there at MBO by the time Becky and i got there. We went in, found our places and sat down..

Sarah had brought M&Ms!!!!! sobs sobs..

sooo, under such torturous circumstances, Becky and i went out to buy M&Ms for ourselves..

hehehe..(i finished my M&Ms even before 10 minutes of the movie was up..)

And then a pre-movie drama occured, starring Sarah and some random fat dude!! (i KNOW it's not nice to call people fat, but this guy is an exception.) LOL
Here it goes: We find our seats, like normal people, and we sit down. like sane people.. we're chatting and messing about, when suddenly this plumpish guy (happy now?!) approaches us and tells us that we're sitting in HIS seat!! Neither of us believed it, so Sarah checked our seat number. And "Voila!" we were NOT sitting in his seat!! We, or more accurately, Sarah told him this. Yet His Royal Highness INSISTED that we ARE sitting in his seat!! F-i-n-e, we get up and find another seat, though we don't see why we have to, since THAT guy is in the wrong.. By this time Sarah is hopping mad, and we have to restrain her from going over to that guy (we always end up having to restrain Sarah, in Batu Pahat AND in Kedah! But that's another equally if not more interesting story)..

So, Sarah double-checks the the tickets, in case we slipped up. But, N-O! That guy was sitting in OUR seats, and still has the audacity to claim that WE made a mistake! That was the final straw for Sarah. She went up to that guy and told him repeatedly that he was in our seats and would he be so kind as to get up and leave us in peace? Would you believe, he STILL refused! This time we restrain Sarah with twice the effort and sit down in some other seats. T-H-E-N, after awhile, His Royal Plumpness gets off our seats, and ends up sitting in the row in fron of us, DIRECTLY opposite Sarah! Hahaha.. Sarah now has the perfect opportunity to kick his seat, accidentally on purpose. But Sarah switches seats with..err...I've forgotten who now. My bad! xD

Alright, i shall now start describing the movie(about freakin' time!), as detailed as my retarded mind can manage.

errrr...
hmmmm...
ahhh...

actually all i can really remember about the movie is how awesome Tom Felton a.k.a Draco Malfoy (!!!!) and Professor Snape acted and Dumbledore's death.. hahaha, paiseh lah..

I have never liked Tom acting as Draco, 'cause i always thought his hair was weird, basically his whole self looked cacated. However, watching him in the HBP, i was forced to eat my words. He was, to put it bluntly, H-O-T!! He has grown soo much taller and looks amazing!!! When i told Sarah this, she said smugly: "I told you!'' And she certainly did!! Actually Tom looks like a certain someone i know, though i'm NOT going to name names here. Hahaha..

Oh yeah, i almost forgot..

If you are the type of person who absolutely LOVES smoochy scenes in movies, then HBP is just the movie for you. Too bad i'm not! I nearly puked at the alarming frequency of romantic scenes in HBP!! Reading it i the book was ok, but actually seeing it up close and personal on the big screen was, to say the least, DISGUSTING.. Especially the Ron/Lavender bits! Oohh, given half the chance i would've ripped Lavender's stupid face off for Hermione. The Harry/Ginny bits weren't THAT bad, just bad enough. But then again, i'm the type of person who cannot stand too much romance, maybe that's why i hate Romeo and Juliet (sorry, Sarah!)..

Emma Watson acted great in the movie, and she's really pretty! Ron was soo adorable in HBP!! Especially when he unknowingly drank the Love Potion, that was c-l-a-s-s-i-c.. I'm glad he and Hermione get together in the end, though Sarah is in total support of Hermione/Draco (NOOO!!)..

okay, moving on to the saddest part in the movie: Dumbledore's death or murder..

For you guys who have read all 7 of the books, you all would know that Snape isn't the 'bad guy' and didn't kill Dumbledore of his own accord, since Dumbledore had arranged it and blah blah blah. For most of you who haven't read the entire series, and are stuck with the "Snape is still loyal to Lord Voldermort and is Dumbledore's murderer!!" mentality, well, now you know the truth. Sorry to disappoint you, but i can't allow Snape's reputation to go down the drain! Anyhow, if this makes you feel better, Snape is murdered by Voldemort in the 7th book. Happy now, you sadistic people?

When Dumbledore got blasted off the tower and was falling, falling, falling, Sarah was already crying! And this is the 2nd time she's seen it! she might even cry all 6 times watching this scene.. i felt like crying but didn't actually cry until i saw him sprawled on the ground.. Becky heard me sniffing and went: "Sof, are you crying?" I didn't trust myself to answer, but Becky knew and told Anlynn. Anlynn just stared incredulously at Sarah and me. Hahahaha.. Sorry, but that was a really sad scene and anyway Sarah cried worse!! =)

That was the entire movie, though with a lot less detail. Another boring part of the movie was Voldemort's lack of appearance. *sigh* Never mind, he'll make his comeback in Deathly Hallows! xD

~ Next blog post (hopefully) will be about the Debate Nationals in Kedah..~

i LOVE transformers!!!!!! =D

i never went to watch Transformers 1 in the cinema, 'cause i thought that it would be dreary movie full of robots..
not my kind of movie anyway...
the rest of family went and watched it and enjoyed it so much!
so much so i asked my dad to buy the DVD (pirated laah!)
and i sat and watched the entire movie..

guess what!
turned out that i DID love transformers!!
hahaha...
i really regretted not watching it on the big screen, though at least i got to watch it, even if it was just a DVD..

anyhoo..
moving on to the present...

once i knew that Transformers 2: Revenge of the Fallen, was out, i wanted to watch it immediately...

so, on saturday night, my whole family watched it in the Square One Cineplex...
first time i've ever been there..xD

a word to remember:
the cinema there is FREEZING cold!!!!!!!!
even though i was wearing a long-sleeved blouse and knee-length pants, i was shivering and trembling like crazy..
guess i don't have sufficient adipose layer under my skin...
kakakaka

neways..back to the movie..
to sum it all up, it was...

totally AMAZING !!!!!
the special effects were soo good, the music was excellent!!
plus, i'm a TOTAL Linkin Park fan, so the music was to my liking..
hehehehehe... xD

now i'm looking forward to watching Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince!
i'm not sure when it's gonna be out, 'cause i can NEVER remember dates of movies..
i think i'd better check with Sarah (she ADORES Draco Malfoy, weird... xD)

New Moon will be out soon as well..
Twilight was pretty disappointing for me, since Robert Pattinson is soooo NOT my approximation of the gorgeous Edward Cullen..
Bella was kinda annoying too... xP

howeverrrrrrrr..........
i'm on love with Taylor Lautner!!!!!!
he'll be playing Jacob Black, hahaha...
i tell you, he looks exactly like how i'd imagined Jacob...

while reading the book, i was a complete Edward Cullen fan..
but once i watched the movie, i switched over to the werewolves' side...
hahahaha...

Hari Terbuka!!!!

mwahahaha..
today was hari terbuka for TIGS ppl..
the day when most ppl dread their parents receiving their marks...
hahaha

to tell you all the truth,
i was a bit nervous this time, though not because of my results (i THINK i did averagely la)
the actual reason was...

......

on tuesday, i slept during KH class which is also En. Azman's class!!!
i really couldn't help it, and i'm not the type of ppl who are habitual sleepers during class..
i was soooo amazingly tired and knackered, plus teacher was droning on and on and ON about ENGINES!!!!!
who cares about car engines????!!!! besides boys lah...

i have zero knowledge when it comes to anything that's related to cars or any type of vehicle, and adding to that, i was feeling so drowsy and sleepy, so naturally, i slept!! like any sane person would've done...

then....
about 5 minutes after i dropped off into a pleasant slumber..
i heard teacher calling my name, and i felt my Jing Ying shaking my shoulder and hissing at me to WAKE UP NOW! THIS INSTANT!! ...

still...
i slept on!!
i didn't want to wake up and continue pretending to listen to teacher's sermon..

Jing Ying, in total and utter pek-chek-ness, left me to sleep...
zZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZz...

i only woke up completely when there was only 10 minutes remaining..
and i actually asked Jing Ying and Tee Yee this:
"Did i really fall asleep???"

*BOOM!!!* "zha dao!"

and this was their exact facial expression:
=.=""""
=.='''''''
=.='''''''

gosh..
they were dumbfounded that i could actually fall asleep and not know about it..
mental, right??

*sigh*

but....
the WEIRDEST thing was...
En.Azman didn't say a WORD about that incident!!!!

he went on saying that i have to upgrade my results a bit more, in order to get 90% for the PMR subs (aiyo, i don't NEED 90% lah! ngam-ngam 80% is already good enough for me ..)

he also mentioned that i'm rather QUIET (!!!!) in class... *nuts lah*
the only reason i'm quiet in his class is 'cause i SLEEP whenever he teaches, either that or i zone out completely, until i have no idea what he's babbling about...

yet, he comes out and says that i'm QUIET????!!!!
so so so so so so NUTS!!!

perhaps it was a good thing that he didn't blab that incident to my mum..
or else i definitely would've got a proper telling off...
so, in actual fact, En.Azman did me a favour...

hhhhhhhmmmmmmmm.......
wakakakakakakakaka

maybe i'll pay more attention in his class from now on...

note: i only said MAYBE, not DEFINITELY horr..
xD

Michael Jackson is D-E-A-D ????!!!!!

Oh. My. God...

how on earth can HE be dead??????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

nnnnnnnnnnnnoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok, i have never been a MJ fan, though i like SOME of his songs, like:

- Black and White

- Man in the Mirror

- Smooth Criminal

- Beat It

- Dirty Diana

- Billy Jean

- Thriller (!!!)

it is just sooo unthinkable that he actually is dead..

i know that everyone's gonna have to die at some point, but i never thought about him dying!

he's only 50!!! *sigh*

life is sooo short and unpredictable...

i might not be a fan of his, but i really am sad over his passing...=(

i don't wanna believe that he's gone...

anyways...

i hope that wherever MJ might be, he's resting in peace...

R.I.P, Michael Jackson..

Goodbye, King of Pop...

we'll miss you...

Curse you KERJA KURSUSES!!!!!!!!!!!!

i find myself asking this question over and over again..
"what is the actual POINT of having to do kerja kursuses???!!!"

but i STILL cannot find the answer, though the reason for these illogical assignments is:
" to get extra marks mah!!!!!!!!"

sad, yes, but unfortunately, true...

back to SCHOOL tomorrow!!! i LOATHE mondays...

*sigh*

yet another weekend is drawing to an end..
yet another monday is nearing hapless students (like me)..
yet another week chock-full of homework and nagging draws endlessly closer...





please laaaa...
spare me from this TORTURE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

mostly because...




i haven't even touched my homework...
i dun even know what i have to do...

truth be told..
i dun wanna know!!!!!!!!!!!



mwahahahahahahahahahaha
xD

No Boundaries xD

Seconds, hours, so many days
You know what you want, but how long can you wait?
Every moment last forever.
When you feel you've lost your way.

What if my chances were already gone?
I started believing that I could be wrong.
But you give me one good reason.
To fight and never walk away.

So here I am, still holding on...

With every step, you climb another mountain
Every breath, it's harder to believe
You'll make it through the pain, weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing.

Just when you think the road is going nowhere
Just when you almost gave up on your dreams
They take you by the hand and show you that you can
There are no boundaries.
There are no boundaries.

I fought to the limit, to stand on the edge
What if today is as good as it gets?
Don't know where the future's heading
But nothing's gonna bring me down
I've jumped every bridge and I've run every line
I risked being safe but I always knew why
I always knew why

So here I am, still holding on...

With every step, you climb another mountain
Every breath, it's harder to believe
You'll make it through the pain, weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing

Just when you think the road is going nowhere
Just when you almost gave up on your dreams
They take you by the hand and show you that you can

You can go higher, you can go deeper
There are no boundaries above and beneath you
Break every rule 'cause there's nothing between you
And your dreams

With every step, you climb another mountain
Every breath, it's harder to believe

Yeah, there are no boundaries
There are no boundaries

With every step, you climb another mountain
Every breath, it's harder to believe
You'll make it through the pain, weather the hurricanes

There are no boundaries.
There are no boundaries.
There are no boundaries.


THERE ARE NO BOUNDARIIIIIIIIIIIIIEEEEEEEEEEEESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

U-N-B-E-L-I-E-V-A-B-L-E !!!!!!!!!

OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
we won!!!!!!!!!!
we REALLY REALLY won...
we are the NEW state champions!!!! xD

gosh..
it really feels so surreal!
i almost can't believe it myself..
kakakaka...

but i gotta say that the muarians put up a great fight..
they said everything pretty convincingly, i guess..
but tttthhhhhhhheeeeeeeeeennnnnnnn..............
the amazing mongrel (anlynn) surfaced and the rest is, as they put it, history...

btw..
i have 5 people on my hit list..
mwahahahaha
just only after 3 days, i have 5 future victims..
those "LUCKY" people are as stated below:
1) the 2nd speaker from JB (she's soooo "zuai")
2) the 3rd speaker from JB (she adores "dears")
3) the 2nd speaker from kluang (a.k.a COMFORT BEAUTY)
4) the 2nd speaker from pasir gudang (the most arrogant and twisted speaker i've EVER met!!)
5) the 2nd speaker from muar (if i ever meet her again, i'll ask her how to pronounce "exuberance")
6) the 3rd speaker from muar (dunno how to POI at the CORRECT time, pek-chek!!)

ohhh..yeah
i have 6 on my hit list...
thank God it isn't more than that!

hahahahahaha...
i think Comfort Beauty has a thing for Becky..hahaha
he actually called her "my BEAUTY 2nd speaker." (!!!!)
how cacated can u get???
also..
he uses the word "comfort" a lot...
therefore, he is known as none other than COMFORT BEAUTY!! hehehehe

moving on the most arrogant and rudest speaker (paiseh, i dunno how to pronounce his name)
errrrmmm
where do i start kutuking him??
he referred to Anlynn, Becky and I as "3 cheeky mosquitoes", and this is a DIRECT QUOTE, people!!
hello???!!
how can a sane person confuse 3 homo sapiens with MOSQUITOES?????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ahhhh...this concludes that he ain't sane!!
ok lah, i admit that all three of us look like midgets compared to the pasir gudang people (they are sooo freakingly TALLLL!!! intimidating much!!)..
my head barely cleared their 3rd speaker's shoulder... but i am naturally short leh!
they'd better watch out! we mosquitoes can spread deadly diseases...
MWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!

that "mosquito"comment already got my blood boiling, yet i haven't illustrated in his OTHER comments..
he also called us "chickadees"!!!!!!!!!!
what the *TOOT* is wrong with him?????!!!!!!!!!!
i wanted nothing more than to go over to him and rip his head off, though the fact that he's freakishly tall put me off..

but the "best" thing was....
that cacated speaker became the BEST SPEAKER for that round!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i expected that, but i was hoping that i would be proven wrong..
i'd rather the 3rd speaker got it, 'cause he was smoother, calmer and totally less annoying...
*sigh*
anyways, we won that round lah, obviously, 'cause we won the FINALS!!!!!

oh yeah horr...
the pasir gudang girls are AWESOME!
one girl is soo like Panda (Amanda), freaky....
they were supporting us during the finals..
sho shweet!!!
BUT...
the pasir gudang dudes weren't so forgiving, esp. not the BEST speaker.... =.='''
the 3rd speaker guy was ok, he did say "congratz and good luck" when we won...
ohhh well.....
xD

but still...
the MOST cacated speaker was Comfort Beauty...^^
no doubt about that!!

Oh. My. God...
we STILL have to go through this stress all over again!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
nvm...
we'll make it work...
xD


'cause there are....
NO BOUNDARIES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
xD

i can't SLEEP!!!!!! nnnnnnnnnnnnnnoooooooooooooooooo.....

i NEED to sleep..
i HAVE to sleep...
i MUST sleep....
i can't GET to sleep.....
W-H-Y?????!!!!!!!!

i have to wake up early leh..
debate is causing me to have insomnia..
*feels like insomia, ooh-ohh*

never mind..
i will FORCE myself to sleep..
FORCE myself to shut my eyes...
FORCE myself to forget eveything for a few hours....
FORCE myself to enter DreamLand....

i can do it..
i WILL do it..



right after i post this totally random blog post...xD


Nitez people...

there are REALLY no boundaries... xD

Oh. My. God...


we W-O-N!! oh yeah, oh yeah, oh yeah... *nuts much*





whew! just got past the 1st round of debate, stressful man!! this was pretty weird 'cause we hardly practised this time around, and we (mainly me lah) were kinda confused... kakaka





we were up against JB *TIGS vs SIGS* (the battle of the girls!! catfight..) they put up a good fight, ALL of them were determined to tear us down at whatever cost.. some parts were getting kinda rude and impolite, but never mind lah, it's over and we all had fun doing it..





hahaha..need to say this!!


Anlynn was AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


despite not practising that much, she still managed to deliver her speech amazingly, some parts of her speech were actually really cute...haha


for example:


~ she said: "today's stand must stand.." *it might not seem funny now, but it definitely was back then! Sarah and Panda (Amanda) were laughing their heads off, man..*





Anlynn totally rocked laahh...heeheehee





me arrr...


can only say this...


my hands AND legs were shaking like mad, the hand holding all the cue cards was shaking so bad, i almost thought i was gonna drop them... thank God, that never happened, hope it will never happen..


B-U-T....


i managed to give ALOT of POI's though only ONE was accepted... pek-chek leh..


i put so much effort in trying to POI, yet they only accepted the solitary one..


"hao xin mei hao bao!" wakakakaka





AMANDA!!!!!!!!!!!!


i got adam lambert's "ring of fire" stuck in my head, and it's on instant replay...


*i fell into a ring of fire, went down, down, down into the flames of desire...*





i'm gila over adam lambert, man...


if only he were not gay...sigh...


oh well, you can't have everything in life, right?


mwahahahaha..xD














neways, gotta go now, wanna go zZzZzZzZzZz now ASAP! i sorely need some much-deprived sleep.. anlynn, amanda, becky and sarah already in DreamLand leh, i'd better go join them.


tomorrow's the quarter-finals!!!!!!!!!!! we're up against kluang...


FINGERS CROSSED, people! xD
































Au Revoir,





SoFiYa xD

I'm B-O-R-E-D ! ! ! ! ! xD

*sigh* i never knew that going back to school would be so extremely boring, though rather stressful!!! Finally got back MOST of my exam results (lan dao..), nothing extraordinary happned lah, basically..

oh yeah horr, forget to introduce myself..hahax

~ I'm Sofiya, mostly known as 'Sof' or 'Sophy', depends on what you like loh (to each her own lah)
* I'm rather old, and getting older every stinking moment (actually, i'm only 15, mwahahaha)
~ i have extremely nutty and 'ki siao' friends (but still love them laahh!)
* oh, and i'm a very malas kind of person... always have been, always will be!
~ all the other small-small details i don't wanna explain, so this is it lor..

ok lah, wanna go offline liao, and E-A-T!!!! I'm a food freak...xD



Au Revoir,

SoF!y@ xD

^^wakakakakaka^^