blogging in SCHOOL!

hiya~



i'm blogging in school for the very first time!!

hahaha..

supposed to be doing my debate speech, but i'm obviously doing something else..

kakaka..



God..

national debate's next week!!!

i don't even understand half of the 1st topic...

darn darn DARN!!



is it too late to back out of the debate???!!

i'm in a total dilemma:

- i wanna go for nationals and WIN (hopefully..)

- i wanna stay here and study (trials are coming up!)

- i also wanna stay at home and go online 24/7 or just sit somewhere and read novels (not gonna happen!)



it's not that i don't care about my upcoming trials and PMR, it's just that i dunno how to force myself to sit down and study, when i clearly want to do something less productive..

i've always wondered how those really mental straight A's people study, and achieve the coveted results...

why is it that THEY can do it, but I can't??!!



perhaps my brain isn't as developed as them..

or maybe i'm not as intelligent as people think i am..

maybe i'm the weirdest person alive...

maybe my brain doesn't work in the same fashion as theirs do..



and this is just some random rambling of mine, so don't bother about this post, ok?
xD